Wicked Which #6 quote

I have similar problems with "home." I have lived in so many places over the past seven years, have called so many different houses and apartments and dorms "home" that I've begun to wonder if it isn't best just to think of myself as home. A few years ago I got a tattoo of a house on my left shoulder, partly thinking that I could at least carry that with me. ...

 

 

... Being at home with myself is something I've been working on for a long time, and I should have guessed that it would start getting tangled up with what it means to live in my body. If I'm carrying home with me, if I am my home, how can it be that I am still so uncomfortable in my skin? How can I situate myself when I've got all this disconnect about my own physical being?

The Wicked Which #6, by Izz. Zines I9w.